Prep time! :D

Today’s the day… the day of the dreaded prep. I’m going in for my yearly colonoscopy tomorrow to check and see if my medication is working. It’s always this time of year it seems to come: summertime and the weathers nice. But hey it’s just another day in the life. I’ve been feeling okay lately. Just okay. I’ve been a little more tired than usual, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing because with the steroids I was staying up night after night, the insomnia was REAL. Also, my appetite hasn’t been there but I’m not entirely upset about that either since I packed on the pounds during my last 9 month stretch on and off of the roids (Prednisone and Uceris). A lower appetite also means this prep won’t be as miserable as usual. I have pain here and there, very localized though, I can almost put a pin on it. It’s my usual pain, like a knife in the stomach kind. You have to catch your breathe a little bit from it. But, it’s definitely less frequent than normal *thumbs up!* 😀

So after my recent off of Uceris, as you know, I’ve had good days and bad. I seem to be having a lot of IBS symptoms unrelated to Crohn’s. I’ve had to use several courses of antibiotics to treat these over the last 6 months or so. When my taper from steroids starts I almost prepare myself for the days on days of fatigue, countless and very urgent bathroom trips a day, and unbearable stomach pain. But knock on wood, this time like I said I am doing okay! I’ve been completely off Uceris for about a week and a half now, which doesn’t seem very long but it is. It’s nice to see my body coming back and my face going back to its normal size ha! No more moon face woohoo! Just crossing my fingers my insides show some good news as well.

I’m anxious for tomorrow to be over with, I usually go under full anesthesia for the colonoscopy and this time I’m not. My doctor only performs them under partial sedation and the last time I had partial… it was a nightmare. Probably one of the most painful things I’ve endured besides kidney stones. I was sick on the couch for a week afterwards. I’m hoping I’m more healed on the inside so the recovery will be easier. After this procedure we’ll see if this run on Humira (my third time in about five years) is working. I went from an injection every two weeks to once a week a few months ago and it seems to be helping more. This is frustrating though because no matter how I feel if I still have inflammation or signs of active disease then I have to visit other options. I think this just stems from the everyday struggles of living with a chronic illness. We don’t know what completely “normal” or “healthy” ever really feels like, and the reality of it is most of us won’t ever know. But, my doctor tells me I have two more options we can talk about. Thankfully the world of medicine is ever expanding and if those don’t work I will most likely qualify for some sort of trial, or some other treatment will hit the market. That’s the thought, or hope.

Tomorrow I will be participating in research by donating samples of blood, hair, nails, and tissue to help Crohn’s research. Even if it won’t directly benefit me, it might save someone else’s life in the future. So please keep helping me raise awareness and money! Some of us desperately need it! And to those doctors and medical workers who are constantly pushing for new treatments, my family and friends who are a constant support, and all of the people who share social media posts and donate money, I owe you all my whole life. I wouldn’t be here without all of you.

 

-xoMichelle