Celebrate Your Wins!

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I told my self August was going to be my month. I told myself I am giving myself till the last day, my birthday, to take some huge steps forward. I kind of put in my head nothing was going to stop me and my fear of it all was just going to fuel me, for real this time. As you all know I’ve tried to go down many paths and majority of those roads I’ve taken have become dead ends due to having Crohn’s Disease and the unpredictable and unavoidable complications it can produce.

Well, although there were a few disappointments this month (you know, life happens) the few good things that have happened completely over shadowed them. The month started out with my car breaking piece by piece. I’ve never been approved for loans or anything on my own, my parents always had to cosign or sign for me. I have never owned anything myself.. Mostly due to not being able to hold down a good job to make enough income. But, I’ve been working hard for the vodka company and getting enough hours to help me out. I’ve also been working hard to build up my credit and it definitely paid off. I was able to sign a lease for a brand new 2016 Toyota Corolla Sport August 2nd! As soon as the sales woman, who was awesome btw, told me I was approved I wanted to jump out of the chair 😀

That week I decided to finally give a potential mentor in the real estate world a call. Needless to say, I can’t wait to work with her. She isn’t only awesome at what she does, she’s a suuuper nice person. The next step I took was signing with a Real Estate company in my town, Real Living. I had my first little session tonight after signing all the papers with the manager and I can’t wait to get going! This is a job that does take a lot of persistence, time, and discipline but I honestly think it’s the perfect job for me. Having the freedom being a real estate agent gives me, I don’t have the fear of being fired or missing work because I’m sick. I can work from home if need be. I couldn’t be more excited for my future! Oh, I also got approved for my second piece of investment property! Time to flip a house!! Woohoo!

I’m not telling you all of this to brag, at all, I’m very far from where I want to be but simply because sometimes you just have to celebrate your wins in life. Actually, you should do it all the time. As many failures as I have I’ve never really looked at them as failures, it was kind of a normal thing for me (in the least depressing way possible lol), I’d just say to myself “on to the next” and picked up and moved on. Now that I’m really working towards something I really love, I’m humbled but excited.

Never be afraid to share your successes with family, friends, and even the rest of the world! Not only will it keep you on your path to success but it may even fuel someone else to pursue something they love as well. And always try to find the opportunities and possibilities in your failures, because I promise you they are there! It is though, time to get back to work 🙂 Happy Tuesday friends!

-xoMichelle

 

“Hey, it’s me again!” -CD

Hey! 🙂 First of all, today marks almost exactly 13 months of me having this blog! I couldn’t be happier with the outcome of it so far. I’ve talked to people all over the world through this and have met some truly amazing people. This past year has been nothing but a roller coaster. It’s been calming down lately being on Entyvio, but side effects still prevail… You have to weigh though what you’re willing to go through to feel good, and compared to some of the stuff I’ve been through these side affects are pretty miniscule.

But on another note, Crohn’s never fails so remind you “Hey! I’m still here, don’t forget about me!” even when you’re at your healthiest. I’ve had a few days here and there with severe stomach pain and exhaustion. A lot of people think that just because you’re having a bout of feeling good, it means your cured. Well people, there is NO cure for Crohn’s disease! I know people who don’t experience it have a hard time grasping it but it drives me crazy when someone thinks I’m cured just because I’m feeling good right now. We just go into remission (sometimes clinical, sometimes you just know), and that could last weeks, months, and for the lucky ones even years. But it is so unpredictable it could come and bite you in the ass within seconds, minutes, or hours. Don’t get me wrong, overall I am still feeling pretty great, but I’m starting to think my body is programmed that after I feel good for a few weeks it just sends a little reminder, you’re still sick! Don’t forget! lol It’s really frigggen annoying. The other day I couldn’t eat anything without having severe abdominal pain I literally had to concentrate on breathing just to get through them. They’re almost worse than the really awful flares and hospital stays because they interrupt your workout, delicious dinner, class, or whatever you’re doing just to remind you you’re not completely normal. They interrupt your times of feeling so good you almost forget the disease is even there.

I haven’t been in remission in probably 10 years, and if you were to ask my doctor, looking at my latest colonoscopy, I’m still not “clinically” in remission, but I have very mild active disease. Now seeing it written down that sounds crazy I have been constantly battling this for ten years with few to no breaks from it. I’ve been diagnosed for about thirteen years, but I definitely had it several years before my PCP just had a stick up his ass and wouldn’t give me a referral to a specialist. But, like I’ve said before having this disease has made me into who I am. And like people say some things keep you humble, this disease is definitely one of them. Each little “hello, I’m still here” puts it all in perspective. It allows me to live everyday to the fullest because it literally could be your last.

I can’t believe it’s already been a year I’ve had my blog. Thank you to everyone whose been following along and whose read some of it! And thank you to all f my fellow Crohnie’s who have supported me! 🙂

But, it’s time to watch the Bachelor 😀 I’ll catch ya all later!

-xoMichelle